Nothing pure emptiness and self hate.. #fuckdepression
I'm on 10mg of Citalopram and 200mg of Lamotrigine per day.
It doesn't fix everything, but it makes it tolerable.
And if that doesn't work, just think to yourself, at least I'm not this guy
ive tried escitalopram and a few other antidepressants that work over serotonin hab effects simular to mdma but muuuuch worse and it felt like it was frying my brain xd
im just not really a fan of ADs there also just drugs in the end anf the withdrawls are even worse than heeroin i heard from many people while the effects are pretty shitty.
but if it helps you im happy for you ! :)just keep in mind that the withdrawl can be hell,many doctors dont even tell that...
and yeah im on 140 mg methadone,800-1400 mg pregabalin,benzo addicted, extremly addicted to crystal (only needle),and i drink alkohol every day
so yeah im a a little more intoxicated than you xd but unleast now you instead can think ^at least im not that guy^ about me hahah
best wiahes,hope you find something what gives you positive emotions that are real and not induced by some chemicals!!! :)))
and if you need infos about any drugs if pharmaceutical or street feel free to write me :)