None of my business but you've said that twice now.
Who are you trying to convince, us or yourself? :P
I'll just say this: she's still deeply religious, whereas I've turned agnostic and uber-hormonal. She's clearly wife-material and may be the best candidate for me personally, but I'd have to suppress an awful lot to make a long-lasting monogamous relationship work.
Oh, and just for the record, my feelings for her are only platonic.
Note, I joke out of a tinge of jealousy. After highs school, for the sake of my own mental well being, I vowed never to speak to any of those assholes again. :D
I feel that way about certain college classmates - particularly those who froze me out because I wasn't a mindless Weebo like them. They can take a hike up Mount Fuji for all I care!