Tauto, I promised to stop fighting with you, and I have, and this is not a slam, but it just drives me nuts why you act like this all the time. Some people just want to be mean as an act and will come in and say anything just to get a rise, but somehow I really think you are this angry.
I mean sure, we all get pissy and do some pretty shitty things, IRL and in here, but with you there is no ebb and flow and I just can't fathom it.
If you really do feel this way about all of us, or most of us (as your history would seem to indicate) then why the hell do you hang out in here? The reason I live in here is because I adore 90% of the forum members. If it was the other way around I'd go find another forum, or go outside and talk shit to people on the street. God knows that would be cheaper and I wouldn't have to worry about my minuscule bandwidth.
So seriously, is this all an act, a front, and if not, have you ever considered reaching out to someone about it? I've been down the "fuck everyone everywhere road" and trust me, learning to lighten up from time to time and have a laugh, and SHOW A LITTLE HUMILITY is a much more entertaining and fulfilling way of life.
BTW, years before you showed up I was kind of the "you of this forum". My rep was at -200 and almost everyone wanted me to take a long walk on a short pier. So don't think your current situation in here is terminal.