meeting a girlfriend who was once a bubbling personality and a professional athlete, but is now a recovered alcoholic with several plastic surgeries to ward off the wrinkles.. i can see she's been trying hard to return to form, being more social, throwing lavish parties for the bourgeoisie and commoners alike.. but she's not the love i left behind. I can barely recognize any of the traits I fell in love with. Can we ever be together? I don't know, and I dont see it happening.. There's only so many times a man can have his heart broken. I guess I should just head back home and buckle up for a long haul of sadness..