shadowreaper1989: Hi Guys its been a while since I have been here. I just want to explain a few things about my random appearances and disappearance from here and other gaming sites and why that may still happen. So here it goes past 2 years have been the worst years of my life in February 2012 my mam was diagnosed with cancer and told it was terminal she was given 6 weeks. My mam was a fighter she went fought till the end and survived 19 months she got married in April 2013. As a family and a person we had hope maybe just maybe the doctors were wrong. I stopped visiting my mam as much I used to then in October that year the cancer spread to her brain which destroyed me in November we buried my mam all I have be doing since is wallowing in self pity and angry at my self occasionly seeing some better times where I tried to spread a but of joy with random give aways . Now the reason I am telling you guys this is because in may this year I had a possible minor stroke and have developed a bit of a stutter that gets worse the more I bottle stuff up or annoyed I get so I thought I would tell you guys what's happened and hey let you know am here to stay.

shadowreaper1989: Hi Guys its been a while since I have been here. I just want to explain a few things about my random appearances and disappearance from here and other gaming sites and why that may still happen. So here it goes past 2 years have been the worst years of my life in February 2012 my mam was diagnosed with cancer and told it was terminal she was given 6 weeks. My mam was a fighter she went fought till the end and survived 19 months she got married in April 2013. As a family and a person we had hope maybe just maybe the doctors were wrong. I stopped visiting my mam as much I used to then in October that year the cancer spread to her brain which destroyed me in November we buried my mam all I have be doing since is wallowing in self pity and angry at my self occasionly seeing some better times where I tried to spread a but of joy with random give aways . Now the reason I am telling you guys this is because in may this year I had a possible minor stroke and have developed a bit of a stutter that gets worse the more I bottle stuff up or annoyed I get so I thought I would tell you guys what's happened and hey let you know am here to stay.

shadowreaper1989: Hi Guys its been a while since I have been here. I just want to explain a few things about my random appearances and disappearance from here and other gaming sites and why that may still happen. So here it goes past 2 years have been the worst years of my life in February 2012 my mam was diagnosed with cancer and told it was terminal she was given 6 weeks. My mam was a fighter she went fought till the end and survived 19 months she got married in April 2013. As a family and a person we had hope maybe just maybe the doctors were wrong. I stopped visiting my mam as much I used to then in October that year the cancer spread to her brain which destroyed me in November we buried my mam all I have be doing since is wallowing in self pity and angry at my self occasionly seeing some better times where I tried to spread a but of joy with random give aways . Now the reason I am telling you guys this is because in may this year I had a possible minor stroke and have developed a bit of a stutter that gets worse the more I bottle stuff up or annoyed I get so I thought I would tell you guys what's happened and hey let you know am here to stay.