Posted October 07, 2020

17 people. Breathing, living human beings, some of whom have families and friends. Keep in mind, i am very early into the game. And yet already have i deprived 17 fellow humans of their lives.
This gets worse in other games. In Total War and Europa Universalis, for instance, people die by the thousands in every battle. People with famillies, friends, lovers. All dead because you wanted to seize some land. All worm food now.
Or in rebooted Tomb Raider games. You can dozens upon dozens of mercenaries, but never are you reminded that they are humans, after all. They become just textures you shoot at. You mever get to converse with your enemy. Tell them your feelings about them.
Or counter Strike. You can play as terrorists, without taking into consoderation what real life terrorists did in 2001
Do you think video games are desensitizing?
so i do feel you are quite on the right track with thinking about your actions in video games.
maybe you should not only get stuck on the , i kill people because i want some land but find other reasons, and see if you can achieve goals by other means ...
you would not say so , but Gladius for example, which is only about war even includes an achievement where you don't kill any military combat unit throughout your playthrough ( you do need to kill their civillians by the billions to achieve such a feat since you demolish only the capitals belonging to the enemy but there is no actual killing of people involved in the numbers )
furthermore expand on those thoughts you know, don't register only , i kill people register also , i don't kill people
and in the end if your not able to distinct between virtual and reality you might consider some retreatment from gaming