It was my 3yo daughter's birthday today. Took her to ballet this morning. Tried to get an ebay order out to, failed, stressed me out, don't want to lose that money/order as I have no other income, heart was pulsating (I have high blood pressure). The local weirdo was hanging around outside all day that stressed me out when I had to get our newborn and 3yo out.
He's slashed our tires stabbing them about 10 times, threatened to run my missus over, driven into my missus on a bike, walked up to me and my mum litterally making barking noises and tried to stalk us around the park walking at about 100mph.....going outside when he's there puts my stress levels through the roof. I bet it's him who killed our cat but it might not have been. He started swearing at my other neightbour when he had his 3yo with him over and over for no reason.
Yes a real man would of beaten him up....and it's not like I'm not bigger than him, stronger than him and I used to box a bit. I kind of panic imagining the reprocussions, whether he gets my family back when I'm not there or if he carries a knife or if I get done by the police. But really if I'm honest I should of sorted him for any one of things and now I panic whenever I leave the house, knowing I must be ready to fight because I may get attacked.
My nextdoor neighbour but 1 who's a pal offered us his 3yo sons old baby clothes, which was really kind of him. That made me happy
My mum and sister made a lovely She-Ra cake for my daughter's birthday and She-ra cupcakes. Yes She Ra is old, but my daughter has my sisters dolls and loves the cartoons, which have a moral story to them I feel. Everything they did for her was just lovely. She was so happy about her presents too. She played with her 7 year old friend and I love their relationship. I will be sad if we can't maintain that if we move away as we plan to.
Oh found out my great uncle, who was a great bloke died, pretty sad about that. He was might fave and late granny's brother, her, him, her 2 other brothers and 1 sister used to get together constantly. He always said to my family 'we keep getting together at funeral's we need to get together for something nice, a wedding or a get together', well that sadly didn't happen and now it's his funeral on Weds.
Having a few beers now anyway, relaxing and calming me a bit.