If you don't have friends, don't have chores, don't have a life outside the basement and don't have money for movies or other games that actually bring a pleasant experience. Lock yourself in the house like it's covid season and play the same game over and over again until you actually finish it. Then try as hard as you can to find anyone who did the same thing as you did and try really hard to have a conversation about this game that actually sounds like you had fun playing it. It's not about being good, it's about wasting a lot of time on something you're TRYING to enjoy. I come home from work feeling like crap just so I can waste my time with this game making me feel the same?