paladin181: Wow. You got a lot of problems. I know, I have had a lot of problems. But there's a thing here. You've decided to take on a victim mentality, and for that, you suck. You constantly whine and cry about your life and insult others who don't want to here it, then cry abuse when they tell you to stuff your whining and crying. I don't normally interact with you, but to see you playing the victim card again is just insane. My child is intellectually incapable of taking care of himself, and I'm undecided as to whether he belongs in jail for sexually assaulting my daughter (his half sister) after 5 years of residential treatment has failed to help him. And that's with heavy involvement on my end (I didn't just send him away and forget about it). I watched friends die in Afghanistan.. I have PTSD. I don't cry the victim because I am in control of my own life.
Stop being a fucking victim, no one cares about your problems. No one wants to hear about your issues. Hell, one of the people you like to laugh at has battled cancer and at least temporarily won. He odesn't go on and on and on about it because he's not a victim either. Grow up and realize that even though your life has been hard up to now, only you can change it, and if you instead wallow in self-pity and stupidity, you'll be attacked and mocked because you're a loser. You've always been one and you've never tried not being one.
Jesus H Christ on a rubber crutch if you're so miserable find something else to do. Just quit whining about it here so you can cry victim when people tell you to shut up about it. You're not the only person to ever suffer.
You have got NO IDEA I don't laugh at him Because he had or has cancer No I argue with him because he calls me a bullsh!t artist, Have you been bashed and clinically dead over 33 to 35 times, No? I cannot CHANGE IT how do you change it when it's your parent and Sister and your parent is asking you weird as sh!t questions RAPIDLY everyday my parent is already on lots of clozapine
I have NEVER insulted any one that didn't insult me first AND YOU DAMNED WELL KNOW IT! you watched friends die in AFGHANISTAN well I'm sorry YOU CHOSE TO BE A SOLDIER IN THE WAR I Didn't choose to be the way I am.
I WATCHED MY ONLY FRIEND DIE when a SAMURAI SWORD CUT HIM IN HALF did you think of that? I SAW HIS GUTS STRETCH A WHOLE FOOTBALL FIELD HE WAS CRAWLING WITH HIS TOP HALF TO ME IT SCREWED WITH ME THAT HE LIVED THAT LONG!
I also have PTSD and TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY
Yeah because CANCER isn't someone injuring/half Mauling you to death IS IT!
My life hasn't just been "Hard" sonshine.
How is your son incapable of taking care of himself, Did you see him do what your daughter are claiming?
So your calling my utter torment everyday of the week and MOST of the night times STUPID?
You do realise I got my parent from schizo-affactive disorder (when having their episodes it is like they are demon possessed) to almost sane only took 18 to 20 YEARS of my life away from me started when I was 16 straight after my parents psychosis where my parent was rocking backwards and forwards clutching a pillow and crying and I had to watch my parent WITHER AWAY AND NEARLY DIE did your parents wither away looking WORSE then a POW CAMP VICTIM, Hmm?
Looking worse then this:
https://www.nps.gov/ande/learn/historyculture/images/33759v.jpg Did your parent look like the photo above where you could see a fading photo of your parent in your mind yellowing like a photo then getting lines and cracks though it and then finally crumbling to dust, Do you know how much that sh!t hurt?
Do you know how many breakdowns I've had where ALL I COULD DO IS CRY OUT A WINDOW?
Do you realise a while ago my parent had a NASTY fall down steps and went through a wall HEAD FIRST and it nearly killed my parent?
My sister thought it was funny, when I collapsed the other day from EXHAUSTION.
I'd like to see YOU walk a day in my shoes, Sonshine.
Did you get raped at 6 years old multiple times a day LIKE I HAVE BEEN! but because I'm a male and the ones that RAPED ME when I was 6 years old IN A WOMANS REFUGE were female I was laughed at called a spastic a Loser just like you called me oh but that's right I'm just a F**KING RETARD LOSER and according to c**ts like you I took on the "Victim mentality"
No "Joe" I didn't, I tried taking on a happy face I tried to get along, I Tried to be nice and decent and respectful then some smart f**k (who thinks they are) makes smart arse remarks which causes others to DEREP me that Pisses me of "Joe"
I tell them look sonshine I'm dealing with XYZ here and I've been dealing with it for over 18 **YEARS** all I want "Joe" is people understanding and backing off a bit "Joe" hope you don't mind me calling you "Joe" it's short for "John Doe"
This soldier (me) is tired "Joe" tired of it all, The only way out of it "Joe" that I can see is if I END MY LIFE "Joe" It's plain obvious everyone hates my guts including you on here!
You don't deal with half of the sh!t I have dealt with and you CHOSE to be a soldier they don't draft kids anymore you knew the risks nobody held a gun at your head and told you YOU MUST JOIN the Military "JOE"
You thought you could be a HERO didn't you, You got USED "Joe" they used your sense of Patriotism against you, and you fell for it, so don't put that on me when you chose your career
My friend wanted to join the military "joe" he got 98% on his psych evaluation test he spent ONLY three (3) months living in my house he heard my parent and their ramblings for ONLY 3 months he went back to the base when they called him to do another psych evaluation test "Joe"
He went from 98% on his psych test to only 02% and that was only 3 months of hearing sh!t out of my parents mouth it screwed him up my other friend who heard it went insane and Raped a 98 year old and he KILLED HER (do you know I live with that guilt everyday that my parent made one of my friends insane and he RAPED an OLD LADY) I Keep my parent OUT of the community "Joe" that means 24/7/365 I am Imprisoned in my own house I'm in prison being punished for the crime of having an insane parent. I have never commited any crime that I know of.