Posted April 22, 2025
Given your current condition, it sounds as though your current trajectory will leave you miserable and alone until your days come to an unfortunate end. You can mope and groan incoherently after stuffing yourself with painkillers until you shuffle off this mortal coil if you wish, but it would be a pitiful and meaningless existence. I've read your every Steam post; you have been festering and wallowing in self-pity for years: blaming others, rambling incoherently, discarding and discounting any advice, charitable words, or outside intervention as inadequate, miss-guided, or ignorant or your current conditions. Unless you are able to pick yourself up by your bootstraps, this is your future. Forever. I have a pretty comfortable life, but people worse off then you have fought many times harder than you. So do something, anything at all, any action rather than this woeful inaction is likely to benefit you. Make your decision - pull the Ethernet plug out or pull out your own plug (i.e. continue as you are). I've said more than my fair share. I shan't respond to you ever again.