Tomorrow, one of the people responsible (talked her into and convinced her) for an ex of mine i really loved to ditch me and betray me (ex was much younger than me), is getting engaged with a ten years younger man than she is; worst of all, i cannot skip the occasion, she is kin and relative of mine (seriously, faq you god for the relatives you gave me)... I am going to wear my good clothes, my good pokerface and go watch the ugly hag smirk tauntingly at me, proud for her misdeeds. I can already feel the vileness in her eyes, leering at me, thinking: "I broke your younger affair off and i fetched myself a better deal".
Shit to heavens, plague to man!
Worst of all, this holiday season i might be completely alone, no other man's wife like last christmas...
I have to say, and this a trend repeated over and over in your posts, I don't understand how you can find such evil in - and have such disdain for - others, while at the same time bragging about getting it on with someone else's wife. At Christmas time, no less.
If you want to stop facing these situations, then clean up your own act first. If not, then I suspect there is a part of you that actually enjoys this stuff. If you don't think a liaison with another man's wife is a vile misdeed in itself then I suspect this is a pattern we're going to be reading about for a very long time.
How it jibes with the whole 'tantra' thing and pursuing some higher plane (or whatever it is you're claiming to be working on) is beyond me.