I have no friends now because they've all turned out to be c***s.
Anyone else have that?
I haven't had friends for years. I suppose some people would consider that a bad thing but I don't, I've always been able to enjoy my own company. I miss some of them, some of them I don't miss at all.
*shrugs* fuckin' way she goes.
I suffer from severe mental illness. The nearest psychiatrist is 200 miles away. He wants to help me over the phone, but the problem with that is that I have a major fear of phones. So I need psychiatric help before using a phone to call for psychiatric help.
This has been just a really shitty day (heh... what else is new?) Nothing specifically horrible has happened. I just feel like I am in the wrong dimension. I'm having some semi-hallucinations that I am living in a different house in a different town. I don't feel like myself. All the things that usually help calm me down - games, a shower, some fresh air, a funny movie - just make me feel worse.
I feel like I am stuck in limbo. And these fucking allergies certainly don't help.
I'm sorry to hear about all that crap your going through. I have issues with depression and anxiety and I know it's not fun. The human mind is capable of some pretty damn impressive things, and yet sometimes it seems so utterly flawed.