CarrionCrow: So much better that way. Remembering my dreams tells me I've lost that two days up, haven't slept properly in a month fatigue level that typically serves as insulation from whatever intensely weird/bizarre shit is percolating in my subconscious.
That's very kind of you, and I appreciate the thought. =)
LaPtiteBete: That sounds so sh*tty :'-( ... (you say "fatigue" too ? as in french ?)... I wish you could find a rather more normal sleeping pattern again. I guess you've already tried many things (including lowering your daily caffeine intake ) ? ;-)
It actually works so much better than it sounds. The few that I do remember, like the being shot/nearly tasered one from today, the one where someone had shoved some giant needle in my leg so all the blood was pouring out and I could actually feel a sensation of being drained out until my limbs started to shrivel, one where some kind of volcano was involved? I don't really want to see that stuff. It's better to keep it buried.
Yes, I use the word fatigue also. Not in any sort of multilingual way, since any attempt at another language on my part would be embarrassingly, insultingly bad, but it's a word that gets general usage.
I've never really tried lowering caffeine intake. If anything, I used to experiment with doing even more.
Found out how much No-Doz it takes to become violently ill, for example.
Not the best time in the world, but lesson learned - don't take half a box of caffeine pills if you don't want to end up with your head in a wastebasket feeling like your heart's going to explode. -laughs-
But that is on the list of things to do, since I've been hooked on caffeine so long that I can't remember what it's like to not be taking it in huge amounts every day.
So now would probably be a good time to take the chemicals away and see what my brain does without them.
(Willing to bet on sheer panic for a few days, for starters...)