People are not objects. Your apparent lack of respect for others saddens my heart. You think your life is getting better just because of a little (or a lot) of sex?(no need to answer) Abusing yourself is one thing, but, when you go off abusing other people that is when you cross a line that shouldn't be crossed. I don't know how you feel or what you think, and never will, what matters is you know that it is not okay to use people. I don't know for sure if this is what you are doing (your details are sketchy), but, if it is, STOP IT.
Lastly, I apologize if I drew some wrong conclusions from what you posted, but, when you call someone your "slave" I can't tell how you are meaning it, and so I take it near-literal, for the sake of this woman and you. Believe me, I don't enjoy getting so high-minded (I'm far from perfect), even I make myself nauseous sometimes, that doesn't make my words meaningless however. Anyways, good luck, I wish you well, and for your life to get truly better, and it can. It is, afterall, up to you.
Oh my god.......are you seriously saying casual sex is bad? Or that sex-play(BDSM) is bad? Or did you think Weclock meant he kept actual slaves(This doesn't seem to be the case here.)?
Also sex is sex.......just because you have alot of it doesn't mean you value people any less. Give me a break.
Too much information. And I love how you described you sexual escapades in excruciating detail, but seeing your children more is just a side note. Way to have your priorities straight.
Lol.......TMI? I've been around the block many times and to me that is barely PG13 rated info.