What kind of person doesn't speak to you for a few weeks and even though our last encounter ended on good terms, we haven’t spoken, he isn't replying to messages or texts, and I'm starting to doubt myself and wonder about what on earth I could have done.
Robbeasy was supposed to be a friend that meant more to me than air, food and water. I needed him to survive. But we ended up growing apart and for some reason things turned bitter and sour and suddenly I feel lost. I've started to think back over everything I went through with Robbeasy, and almost try to rewrite it, “If I hadn’t have said that” or “If that hadn’t have happened” I would still be holding him. I guess, to avoid any awkwardness we ended up ignoring each other. And suddenly, the person who I used to be able to tell what they were thinking by the look on his face, I could tell his mood by his body language, his messages, anything, well suddenly, I can’t tell anything anymore.
And probably the most painful aspect of it all is being ignored by someone I'm in love with. It's not like we had a fight or something. It’s because he doesn't even know me. I like him, he said he liked me. It was working. But we've gone a while without speaking, and I'm worried I'm being ignored, and the silence from Robbeasy is deafening!